I am screaming

I am

Screaming so loud I am screaming 

Please why can’t you hear me

I could not say no I really wanted to say no but I could not say no

Please I wanted to leave I wanted to leave

I came back and I rejected you I was scared I was so scared you would reject me and tell me I am worthless

I am screaming

Please hear me

I wanted to say no and I said no many times and gave up I did not realise what was going to happen

Please hear me I am screaming so loud I am trying to make you hear me please hear me

I can not talk out loud

But I am

Screaming please hear me

I was screaming then I am screaming now like I was screaming when Sarah bullied me and I came home every day and cried

Please listen to me please hear my scream it is silent but strong please hear me

You asked me why I couldn’t stand up to Sarah this is the reason why and this is the reason why I didn’t scream then and I am not screaming now

I am screaming but

Why am I silent

Please hear me

I am

Screaming